urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:theshipssinking theshipssinking theshipssinking 2008-08-20T06:19:25Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:theshipssinking:79004 2008-08-20T06:19:25Z 2008-08-20T06:19:25Z anthony green Right now, I am honestly considering packing up my studio and trying to find an apartment somewhere that will allow me to have the dog of my dreams, to be able to smile when I wake up to him [my dog] and have no cares in the world. <br />I think I know why they call dogs 'a mans best friend' because they will always be there for you, they won't decide to ignore you for no reason, will always answer when you call, will love you for who you are.<br /><br />Basically, I am lonely. I am upset. I am apathetic. I am non-believing. <br />Things really aren't going the way they seem like they should be.<br /><br />My father was taken from me randomly and way too fucking soon. My mother was due to pass those 8 years ago, she was in pain- but no more. But my father was not. He was happy.. <b>I</b> was happy.<br />Now I could care less what happens. I wish I could just stay in bed for the rest of my life.. or perhaps dream I died... and it actually would happen.<br /><br />fuck.<br />life.<br />seriously.<br />i'm.<br />done. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:theshipssinking:78031 2008-03-17T20:38:14Z 2008-03-17T20:38:14Z old ass saosin i seriously cannot believe that this thing still exists.<br /><br />here is an update on my life, for all those who care:<br /><br />* I graduated school and I am now a certified MA<br />* I work for Kaiser Permanente, and LOVE IT.<br />* I live on my own again, in a studio in the 'trendy' part of downtown Portland<br />* I have lost 30lbs. since the end of january<br />* I am sorta dating this wonderful guy... <br />* I still own a shitty ipod who constantly decides to delete all its memory and die, then come back to life with all its memory intact.. redic... i need a new generation.<br />* brea had a baby, he's fucking adorable.. i'm Auntie Kim <br /><br />thats about it. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:theshipssinking:76452 2006-12-14T18:20:59Z 2006-12-14T18:20:59Z IP is going on tour soon.. like 2 weeks soon.<br /><br />im really going to miss them all, they've all become like family to me. I don't think there is ever a time when i don't come home & none of them are over at the house. Well, there has been a couple of times.. but not many. I will be anticipating their return, the whole two months.<br /><br />i wish them luck. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:theshipssinking:267 2005-11-03T09:01:06Z 2006-05-19T00:02:12Z <center><br /><img src="http://i2.photobucket.com/albums/y35/oooohhSNAP/1636.jpg"><br /><font size="7">friends only!</font><b><br />comment to be added.</b></center>